Pay Phone

I want to hear that you're sad
I want to hear that you're not fine
I want you to feel what I'm feeling
Like how I had always wanted you to

怯

至今的哀莫
明周复明周
见面的机缘有何其多

尝暗静无扰
然沉静无声
累积自己的死心之性

为自尊而忍
据自傲而禁
却遗了妳的真心之愿

我深心愿望
想明妳之心
于翻开你真心的层铠

为妳我感情
供我妳可情
以爱相助则彼此瞭解

Not Single

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Ning-Jia
Ong
Tweets:

Stress is a good and bad thing
I maintain healthy stress levels
Not by avoiding them but instead
Giving them clarity and a
Little thought on how to
Eventually share them with peers
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She Is Taken

Soar to the stars with head held high

Heaven above is not just for the needy

Embrace and share what fate has brought

Invitations from many, to seek your attention

Seeing from afar, but watching ever so closely

Time will come, when you will be ready

Awakened and assured, of what lies ahead

Key is in your hands, the lock is awaiting

Epilogue is nearing, this chapter is closing

Nigh is the time, of a wondering soul searching

Rejection

Confidence sneaks
Pride overcomes
Publicity matters
Secret unattended

The question was asked
The answer was acquainted
Suspends were not included
A straight no was assured

Thoughts

Alone in thoughts, I have not been
Engulfed in chats, things aren't as it seems
Figured out feelings, I lack the peace
Seeking confirmation, doubts not relieved

Missing

There is somebody I am missing
Such a feeling, it is confusing
We hardly meet, our lives not entwined
Independent beings, yet thoughts in synced

Dttl

Thus far I came
From hence I dream
A place that varied
From the one I came

Mess still the same
Hours still embraced
Friends weren't as many
Yet friends was what was worthy

Problems

They were always far away
Lingering in the shadows night and day
Sometimes they haunt me
Sometimes they flaunt to me

Yet I never bother
Since the worst was over
At least that's what I tell myself
That they don't really affect myself

But the burden is increasing
Wisdom come with aging
Responsibilities accumulating
Room to breath decreasing

Conscious of decisions from my part
A comfort due for an old rugged heart
Intervention looming
Redemption nearing

AMCU

I didn't know what i was in for..
I wasn't prepared..
I took it all casually..
I was much impaired..

Every day was me leading..
Every night was us partying..

But I'm Hoping so Much You'll Stay

when will this story end
I have yet to find
a worthy source of comfort
should I look behind?

oh, signs from all eternity
I have been so blind
rest this exhausted body
and release me from solitary bind

days of endless summers
nights of endless winter
days when we were younger
nights when things were simpler

by strength, by courage, by wisdom
I shall overcome this boredom
and continue to chase my passions
that does not involve maidens 

And Myvi's My Only Car

I got no Calvin, nor no Klein
But you'll always be my sunshine
Even when the rain comes you won't be wet
I'll always shield you I promise you that

When your eyes meet mine, I freeze in time
Destiny's spoken, true love's first sign
Yet fate have not been kind, our hearts have yet to bind
Our paths have not align, our souls have not entwine

农夫之马

农夫之马
暂失福气
故事没完
无知结局

Mortal

Feeling Mortal now
You brought me down
Unknowingly sound
Emotionally bound

Ostracism

Ostracism, we meet again
Am ready now, loneliness unfolds
Such shallowness, yet reoccurring
Troubled hearts, ignored souls
Both influenced, sufferings foretold
Reasons untold, feelings unfelt
Hurting each other, beneath smiles

Tuesday

Tuesday blues are not really common
When they come they're gloom incarnation
Keep it cool while winging it away
Keep smiling and soon it'll be Friday

一年越过

一年越过，我还挈挈
思过人性至百无聊赖
生活作风，勿施于人
无忧无虑的和平共存

Kayi

From the days of UPSR
To the days where we did not meet
We drifted on paths far apart
And I was never in your chart

I was young and stupid back then
I was yet another freshmen
Although I'm older a few years
You seemed so grown and had careers

Yet here we are on equal pars
Sharing friends and moments at bars
Wishing you the best years to come
A year older brings more wisdom

That will bring much peace to your heart
You've always been such a sweetheart
Too bad I didn't grow up with you
Would've more parties like this with you

Tool Set

My life is like a tool set
Always prepared for a fret
I give all help I can get
But I always miss a set

3am

So I slept at 8pm..
To wake up at 3am..
I said a little prayer..
That prayer made me wonder..

So fragile these friendships are..
So little these matters are..
My crisis was long over..
My lowest had seemed never..

You only know you've been low,
When you're feeling high..
You only need the dark,
When you're burning bright..
You only know you hate her,
If you hold her tight..

And you held her tight..