Real?

Is this real
or is this not real
I cant tell
how I'm supposed to feel
They say I'll heal
That I'll learn how to deal
But I can't handle all of this

October 6, 2010 at 9:30 PM

每人

每人的生活，
每人的急转。
本路已忘形，
己身不安宁。

June 24, 2010 at 1:32 PM

Down Goes the Juggler

There goes the juggler,
Juggling three balls.
Up and down, round and round.
Proudly showing how well he's become.

Pop goes a sound,
That shook this juggler.
One balls falls,
And away with the others.

Trying to pick them up,
As they rolled across the floor.
Crawling down under,
The poor old Juggler.

April 19, 2010 at 4:08 PM

Untitled

Another episode I have yet to endure
Another affair I have could not procure
With you gone, myself in gloom
With you gone, secrets entombed

I told myself, that this would happen
I told myself, that this would hurt
I knew you would never have cared
I knew your love was ever so rare

Drenched in the rain, I feel the cold wind
Drenched in the tears, I feel the cold within
Forever remained, this shivering sensation
Forever remained, this bitter emotion

I shall get by, like I always do
I shall get by, just like you too
Except you remain oblivious, like you always do
Except I remain penitent, like I always do

It's been some years, I have let myself down
It's been many years, I have let my heart drown
Only to emerge, to yet another defeat
Only to emerge, to once again retreat

November 18, 2010 at 12:02 PM

The Love Bug

Buzz buzz buzz, the love bug went
Landed on my window with a soft *thum thum*
I stared at it while it stared at me,
Wondering if it’s going to bite me!

January 21, 2008 at 4:56 PM

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fruits of yst, will nv be ripen
For yst i laid, wishing d day b quickened
Nothing was accomplished, nothing was done
To prevent d day from, watching d set sun

Why am i so down? a lil voice began to speak
Is it coz u lost that someone? Far away from ur reach?
Did she even say gd bye? Or she had let it fade?
From d memories of moments, to d ever lasting wait.

Begone these feelings, i hate to feel remorse
I do not need these emotions, my mind jst gets worse
Yet my heart aches alil, by thinking u were gone
Gone from yet another moment, it seems d devil has won

The Little Pond

Shallow waters of this little pond,
Stepping in it oddly kept me warm.
But half my body's still held bear,
That's how I feel when with her.

So away I stand, far from sight.
Looking at her while under the light.
Rather not involved in her daily life,
Where I might mess up her entire life.

必念

不想爱也不想恋
想她之喜永不怜
可我好久没必念
我心永久想不连

Girl in the Red Hat

Girl in the red hat, from afar.
Smiled and winked, she took my heart.
On the main walkway, in my thongs.
Staring at her, doing it all wrong.

She's just right there, yet she feels so far.
I wished I've been there, from there start.
Wondering where she's been, wondering where she's from.
That girl in the red hat, from afar.

Love

How lucky I am!
to have you
by my side
as my wife

My heart warms
My chest squeezes
My limbs softens
My head lightens

When I think of you
When I see you
When I’m near you
When I’m with you

I love you my mahal ko
So much so much
Very much very much
Higit pa sa dati

Quiet Zone

Traffik teruk lah, pagi-pagi ni
Lagi geram Grab I salah pusing
Kalau nak kerja kat meja best ni
Duduklah diam-diam jangan buat bising

Used

I wanna die an empty toothpaste tube
Not a full toothpaste tube
For what is the purpose of a full toothpaste tube?
Except to be used till it’s empty?

30th

Into my life you came
Like an angel to a flame
Fearless of the heat
A wild heart to meet

Matched on CMB
The start was boring as can be
We finally met that faithful day
With your bestie that was gay!

I am not a believer
Damaged and lost we both were
I am not a perfect guy
Neither are you a perfect girl

Yet look at where we are now
Grown and matured, but still farting out loud
Mahal kita higit pa sa dati
We’ll be a team higit pa sa dati

Another

You came into my life
When I was looking for another
In an awkward situation
You never knew each other

Kid

I will name my kids from stories of the stars
Whence they seek their meaning of life
As the ancient Greeks, Babylonians and Chinese did
Found guidance and inspiration when all else was dark

Stories of heros, cruelties and lust
Life will be full of it, whichever age you live in
Seek your own purpose amongst the stars
And you may find the answers within oneself

Door

Friends of many, heart of one.
Make this penny, count for more.
If many in stock, few jobs be done.
If opportunity doesn't knock, build a door.

Unworried

Unworried the fellow
The futures soothsaid
The fallacy unbounded
Quiescent superseded

The Dream

The risk, taken
The opportunity, seized
The plan, unfolded
The dream, living

Politics

As do, as they must
We do with forgiven past
Promises declared that we do not trust
But the shades in the shadows
That, I trust
Will do what's best, after that which follows

That's the opportunity we must not miss

Kath

Stand before the beauty betrothed
Promises declared in the halls it echoed
Rituals of traditional peacefully unfold
Promises whispered the ones that hold