Episode

Another episode I have yet to endure
Another affair I have could not procure
With you gone, myself in gloom
With you gone, secrets entombed

I told myself, that this would happen
I told myself, that this would hurt
I knew you would never have cared
I knew your love was ever so rare

Drenched in the rain, I feel the cold wind
Drenched in the tears, I feel the cold within
Forever remained, this shivering sensation
Forever remained, this bitter emotion

I shall get by, like I always do
I shall get by, just like you too
Except you remain oblivious, like you always do
Except I remain penitent, like I always do

It's been some years, I have let myself down
It's been many years, I have let my heart drown
Only to emerge, to yet another defeat
Only to emerge, to once again retreat

Ning-Jia Ong
18 November 2010 at 12:02 

Two Lives

As I walked along the high glass wall,

I see a black bird lying on the floor.

I went up to it and picked it up,

It was stiff and silence, its time was up.

I said a little prayer, I wish it rest in peace,

Thinking where and how, to properly bury it.

Yet another was in my path,

This one was alive but stunned and dazed.

I quickly tried to catch it, to move it to a safe place.

It slipped my graphs and flew, right into the glass wall.

I cringed ever so nervously, as it fell back to the floor.

Thanking god it’s still alive, as I grabbed it as fast as I could.

I put it on a tree branch, as it flew safely back to the sky.

I saved a little bird’s life, but was too late to save the other.

I dug a shallow grave, beneath that same old tree.

With some dirt on my hands, I wish I could have done more.

Two lives I touched today, so little they are to me.

Yet long I thought about it, how much they meant to me.

Di

Di pantai ombak berderu
Di taman burung bersiul
Di sisi mu ku selesa
Di hati mu ku gembira

Pay Phone

I want to hear that you're sad
I want to hear that you're not fine
I want you to feel what I'm feeling
Like how I had always wanted you to

怯

至今的哀莫
明周复明周
见面的机缘有何其多

尝暗静无扰
然沉静无声
累积自己的死心之性

为自尊而忍
据自傲而禁
却遗了妳的真心之愿

我深心愿望
想明妳之心
于翻开你真心的层铠

为妳我感情
供我妳可情
以爱相助则彼此瞭解

Not Single

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Ning-Jia
Ong
Tweets:

Stress is a good and bad thing
I maintain healthy stress levels
Not by avoiding them but instead
Giving them clarity and a
Little thought on how to
Eventually share them with peers
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She Is Taken

Soar to the stars with head held high

Heaven above is not just for the needy

Embrace and share what fate has brought

Invitations from many, to seek your attention

Seeing from afar, but watching ever so closely

Time will come, when you will be ready

Awakened and assured, of what lies ahead

Key is in your hands, the lock is awaiting

Epilogue is nearing, this chapter is closing

Nigh is the time, of a wondering soul searching

Rejection

Confidence sneaks
Pride overcomes
Publicity matters
Secret unattended

The question was asked
The answer was acquainted
Suspends were not included
A straight no was assured

Thoughts

Alone in thoughts, I have not been
Engulfed in chats, things aren't as it seems
Figured out feelings, I lack the peace
Seeking confirmation, doubts not relieved

Missing

There is somebody I am missing
Such a feeling, it is confusing
We hardly meet, our lives not entwined
Independent beings, yet thoughts in synced

Dttl

Thus far I came
From hence I dream
A place that varied
From the one I came

Mess still the same
Hours still embraced
Friends weren't as many
Yet friends was what was worthy

Problems

They were always far away
Lingering in the shadows night and day
Sometimes they haunt me
Sometimes they flaunt to me

Yet I never bother
Since the worst was over
At least that's what I tell myself
That they don't really affect myself

But the burden is increasing
Wisdom come with aging
Responsibilities accumulating
Room to breath decreasing

Conscious of decisions from my part
A comfort due for an old rugged heart
Intervention looming
Redemption nearing

AMCU

I didn't know what i was in for..
I wasn't prepared..
I took it all casually..
I was much impaired..

Every day was me leading..
Every night was us partying..

But I'm Hoping so Much You'll Stay

when will this story end
I have yet to find
a worthy source of comfort
should I look behind?

oh, signs from all eternity
I have been so blind
rest this exhausted body
and release me from solitary bind

days of endless summers
nights of endless winter
days when we were younger
nights when things were simpler

by strength, by courage, by wisdom
I shall overcome this boredom
and continue to chase my passions
that does not involve maidens 

And Myvi's My Only Car

I got no Calvin, nor no Klein
But you'll always be my sunshine
Even when the rain comes you won't be wet
I'll always shield you I promise you that

When your eyes meet mine, I freeze in time
Destiny's spoken, true love's first sign
Yet fate have not been kind, our hearts have yet to bind
Our paths have not align, our souls have not entwine

农夫之马

农夫之马
暂失福气
故事没完
无知结局

Mortal

Feeling Mortal now
You brought me down
Unknowingly sound
Emotionally bound

Ostracism

Ostracism, we meet again
Am ready now, loneliness unfolds
Such shallowness, yet reoccurring
Troubled hearts, ignored souls
Both influenced, sufferings foretold
Reasons untold, feelings unfelt
Hurting each other, beneath smiles

Tuesday

Tuesday blues are not really common
When they come they're gloom incarnation
Keep it cool while winging it away
Keep smiling and soon it'll be Friday

一年越过

一年越过，我还挈挈
思过人性至百无聊赖
生活作风，勿施于人
无忧无虑的和平共存