Tuesday
A Brief Encounter
Selection
However in your eyes, I know not where I stand
Whether you thought through, this process of selecting
Emotions imbued or emotions aside
I'd like to plan my interactions according to your appetite
Friday
Episode
Another affair I have could not procure
With you gone, myself in gloom
With you gone, secrets entombed
I told myself, that this would happen
I told myself, that this would hurt
I knew you would never have cared
I knew your love was ever so rare
Drenched in the rain, I feel the cold wind
Drenched in the tears, I feel the cold within
Forever remained, this shivering sensation
Forever remained, this bitter emotion
I shall get by, like I always do
I shall get by, just like you too
Except you remain oblivious, like you always do
Except I remain penitent, like I always do
It's been some years, I have let myself down
It's been many years, I have let my heart drown
Only to emerge, to yet another defeat
Only to emerge, to once again retreat
Ning-Jia Ong
18 November 2010 at 12:02
Thursday
Two Lives
Wednesday
Saturday
Pay Phone
I want to hear that you're sad
I want to hear that you're not fine
I want you to feel what I'm feeling
Like how I had always wanted you to
怯
明周复明周
见面的机缘有何其多
尝暗静无扰
然沉静无声
累积自己的死心之性
为自尊而忍
据自傲而禁
却遗了妳的真心之愿
我深心愿望
想明妳之心
于翻开你真心的层铠
为妳我感情
供我妳可情
以爱相助则彼此瞭解
Not Single
Ning-Jia
Ong
Tweets:
Stress is a good and bad thing
I maintain healthy stress levels
Not by avoiding them but instead
Giving them clarity and a
Little thought on how to
Eventually share them with peers
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Friday
She Is Taken
Sunday
Rejection
Confidence sneaks
Pride overcomes
Publicity matters
Secret unattended
The question was asked
The answer was acquainted
Suspends were not included
A straight no was assured
Thoughts
Alone in thoughts, I have not been
Engulfed in chats, things aren't as it seems
Figured out feelings, I lack the peace
Seeking confirmation, doubts not relieved
Missing
There is somebody I am missing
Such a feeling, it is confusing
We hardly meet, our lives not entwined
Independent beings, yet thoughts in synced
Friday
Dttl
From hence I dream
A place that varied
From the one I came
Mess still the same
Hours still embraced
Friends weren't as many
Yet friends was what was worthy
Tuesday
Problems
They were always far away
Lingering in the shadows night and day
Sometimes they haunt me
Sometimes they flaunt to me
Yet I never bother
Since the worst was over
At least that's what I tell myself
That they don't really affect myself
But the burden is increasing
Wisdom come with aging
Responsibilities accumulating
Room to breath decreasing
Conscious of decisions from my part
A comfort due for an old rugged heart
Intervention looming
Redemption nearing
AMCU
I didn't know what i was in for..
I wasn't prepared..
I took it all casually..
I was much impaired..
Every day was me leading..
Every night was us partying..
But I'm Hoping so Much You'll Stay
I have yet to find
a worthy source of comfort
should I look behind?
oh, signs from all eternity
I have been so blind
rest this exhausted body
and release me from solitary bind
days of endless summers
nights of endless winter
days when we were younger
nights when things were simpler
by strength, by courage, by wisdom
I shall overcome this boredom
and continue to chase my passions
that does not involve maidens
And Myvi's My Only Car
But you'll always be my sunshine
Even when the rain comes you won't be wet
I'll always shield you I promise you that
When your eyes meet mine, I freeze in time
Destiny's spoken, true love's first sign
Yet fate have not been kind, our hearts have yet to bind
Our paths have not align, our souls have not entwine
Monday
Tuesday
Ostracism
Am ready now, loneliness unfolds
Such shallowness, yet reoccurring
Troubled hearts, ignored souls
Both influenced, sufferings foretold
Reasons untold, feelings unfelt
Hurting each other, beneath smiles